wow im literally not good at anything.
I NEED A HUG
Je suis seul et triste
i have no one. i have no one i can talk to. i want to talk to people but i know im just gonna bother them. im so alone. why cant i just be happy? im literally never happy anymore. i used to be at least a little happy, i would run around and be crazy and do stupid things and be an out of control, hyper, random asshole, and in those moments i would feel happy, but now i have no motivation to do any of that. i dont talk as much as i used to, i keep everything to myself. even if i post something really personal on here i end up deleting it 5 minutes later. i just want it to stop, i dont know how to be happy anymore. i want someone i can tell everything to, but not a therapist, someone that talks to me because they want to, not because i pay them.
i just dont want to be alone anymore..
my grandma is really sick. my parents have been hiding it from me but i just over heard them talking about it….